True Companion (227)

I thought about how much i really wanted to go home.
i had thought that leaving was what i wanted, and I'm sure i was right...
but things have not gone the way i planned or dreamed or imagined, and now i know that home is where i need to be.
it's where I'm safe.
i cry sometimes at night because it's so lonely out here. I'm surrounded but lonely. this is a reoccurring theme.
but nothing changes.
if I'm smart, and if i act when i need to, then i'll be home soon.
i'll be able to start all over without the fear, the tears, and the regret.
it's so far away, though.
so far away.
there is no light here...
no love.
my home is bright.
and green.