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for a moment, a brief moment it seemed, i couldn't see.
i didn't panic. i figured that i just had to reset.
perhaps it was the blood pressure or any number of things going on right now tht i didn't get.
but, i didn't panic. i figured that my sight would return soon enough.
when it finally did , you know, my sight, i realized that i was all alone.
i had to deal with all this shit alone.
that's when i paniced a little...